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Living From Within
To Die or Not to Die....I Want an Answer!!! 
31st-Jan-2006 10:45 pm
Water angel
I am upset right now. I have received an eviction notice today and I have 10 days to move out. I really don't want to because I really like it here. If I can't live here, then I have to live with my parents and I am not psychologically stable to do so. Hell, even if I was psychologically stable, I still can't live there. -sigh-

My plan was to go home to my parents (since I feel that I really have no choice), stop taking Lexapro so that I could get really depressed again, and then commit suicide. I know, I know. It's horrible to think that way, but many times I feel that Death is my only friend; I trust Death more than I trust anyone and I know that it will stop my everlasting pain.

Tomorrow I will go to CAPS (counseling and psychological services) and talk to someone. I'm hanging in there, but it also seems like there is no more hope. I'm trying though.
Comments 
1st-Feb-2006 02:35 pm (UTC)
keep your head up doll.
things will get better
3rd-Feb-2006 03:32 am (UTC)
Thanks <333
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