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3rd-Dec-2010 02:17 pm
Distant Friend-grey
I gotta be honest... I've been feeling rather depressed. Not 'a little down on my luck' depressed, but 'close to feeling suicidal' depressed. I stopped seeing my therapist almost six months ago, and I plan to see another one in January. I thought I was handling things well, but I guess I'm not.

My work-life has been stressing me out, my home-life has been stressing me out, and my inability to be happy is stressing me out. I feel myself giving up on things. I've done NaNoWriMo for the past two years and managed to win, but this year I quit at 21k. Although NaNoWriMo is just a silly little writing adventure, I couldn't even do that. I'm going to try to get a new job, but it wouldn't make much of a difference. I'm not qualified to do anything else other than retail, so my chances of getting something new is shot. For two years I have tried to get something new, but I ended up in the same place - just a different location. Do I really need to mention why my home-life sucks? My life just sickens me at this point. Everything about it sickens me.
8th-Dec-2010 09:24 am (UTC)
9th-Dec-2010 08:53 pm (UTC)
Thanks :-)
*hugs back*
13th-Dec-2010 12:42 am (UTC) - Lo siento mucho amiguita :(
Disculpa por leer hasta ahora el mensaje, estoy ocupada en mi trabajo.
Sin embargo he pensado mucho en ti y en tu situacion, sabes? Alguna vez escuche cuando estaba mal que mi dolor y depresion era temporal, que llegaria un momento en que me sentiria mejor.
Jamas crei eso amiga, sin embargo creo que es posible la curacion.
mereces ser feliz, lucha por eso amiga, se que puedes hacerlo.
No es facil, pero se que lo lograras, te quiero mucho, y me siento un poco triste por tu situacion, y te envio un millos de abrazos.
Deseo muchas bendiciones para ti.
15th-Dec-2010 12:08 am (UTC) - Re: Lo siento mucho amiguita :(
Muchas gracias, preciosa♥
Te admiro mucho... tu fuerza, tu humildad, y tu corazón grande me inspiran. :-)
15th-Dec-2010 02:03 am (UTC) - Re: Lo siento mucho amiguita :(
de nadami querida amiguita, que bueno que yo te inspire! de hecho talvez estoy dando lo que ultimamente he recibido, pues la muerte de Mandy me ha dado mas fuerza.
te quiero, y mucho animo.
30th-Dec-2010 02:29 pm (UTC)
so sorry you are depressed. What about taking antidepressants? I hope things get better. I use to mope around too and my pap used to tell me it will get better. I use to say when, it has been a year and nothing but it did get better it just took years for it to get better. Wish you the best
8th-Jan-2011 08:18 pm (UTC)
Yeah, it does take a while to feel better. I just wish it didn't take so long. :-/

Thanks :-)
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