Stephanie (wondrous2) wrote,

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Writer's Block: It's me, not you

Have you ever broken off a relationship with a friend because it was unhealthy for your self-esteem? Were you proud of your decision or did you regret it?

Actually, she broke it off with me. She felt that I was an "ungrateful bitch," who constantly took from her and used her. I didn't see it that way. She knew that I didn't have a job or any money to spend and she knew that I was okay with her not buying things for me all the time. She probably thought that I was judgmental too, since I did not approve of her then-boyfriend.

I'm glad that the relationship ended, although it ended on bad terms. She tried to call me some months later to patch things up, but I didn't call her back. Before we could be friends again, the both of us will need some intensive psychotherapy. Since this is a public blog, I won't go into details as to why I say that, but I'll say that she was very angry and frustrated with many things in her life while I was on the brink of feeling suicidal. Those two feelings don't blend well. Not at all.
Tags: friends, reflection, writer's block
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