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Living From Within
Writer's Block: It's me, not you 
2nd-Mar-2010 05:25 pm
reflection
Have you ever broken off a relationship with a friend because it was unhealthy for your self-esteem? Were you proud of your decision or did you regret it?


Actually, she broke it off with me. She felt that I was an "ungrateful bitch," who constantly took from her and used her. I didn't see it that way. She knew that I didn't have a job or any money to spend and she knew that I was okay with her not buying things for me all the time. She probably thought that I was judgmental too, since I did not approve of her then-boyfriend.

I'm glad that the relationship ended, although it ended on bad terms. She tried to call me some months later to patch things up, but I didn't call her back. Before we could be friends again, the both of us will need some intensive psychotherapy. Since this is a public blog, I won't go into details as to why I say that, but I'll say that she was very angry and frustrated with many things in her life while I was on the brink of feeling suicidal. Those two feelings don't blend well. Not at all.
Comments 
3rd-Mar-2010 06:37 pm (UTC)
i think s is a permanent freak! you should forget about her! you have way more interesting and good people to meet in your life!
3rd-Mar-2010 10:29 pm (UTC)
Yes. I really believe that she will never get any psych help; I'm assuming that she's choosing to be a permanent freak.
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