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Shitty. 
4th-May-2006 11:20 pm
Water angel
I felt really shitty today.
I stopped taking my meds a while ago.
I felt that I would lose my mind.
I didn't want to have another panic attack.
I felt that I would lose my mind.
I'm pretty scared.
I felt that I would lose my mind.

I cut my arm up. I had to see blood...a lot of it. Now I'm on LJ.
I feel better now.
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5th-May-2006 11:23 am (UTC)
why did you stop taking the meds for!!
hugs
5th-May-2006 02:43 pm (UTC)
To be honest, I stopped taking the meds hoping that I would get worse and end up killing myself. But now I plan to try really hard! I'm gonna get a new and very good therapist. Can you believe this?...My damn psychiatrist said that he couldn't help me 'cause I seem to be really sick, so now I'm on my own. :/
5th-May-2006 03:27 pm (UTC)
i know what you mean.

your psychiatrist lol. what can i say. some people shouldn't be in that position. at least we KNOW we need help.

you DESERVE a very good therapist
7th-May-2006 04:55 am (UTC)
Thanks! I really needed to hear that (or in this case, read it).
Oh, this is wondrous2.
I have two journals.
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