I think I'm gonna look for a second job. I don't start Target until the 16th of February, and I know that they'll start me off with twenty or less hours per week. The last Target I worked for gave me about 30hrs. my first week and then 40+hrs. after that. I hope this one will do the same. Even then that won't be enough to cover all my damn payments. If I only had to pay off my credit card bill, that'd be fine, but I got all these other bills and "emergencies." I'm sick of this shit, seriously.
The more I think about it, the more I really don't want to work for Target again. I quit for more than one reason, and I don't want to do something that I know I won't be happy doing. Finding a job isn't easy in this economy, and I am sick to death of looking and applying. Everything is tiring me out and I feel like I'm not gonna make it at this rate.
This will pass, this will pass, this will pass... THEN HURRY THE FUCK UP!!!