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Just Bitchin' 
13th-Aug-2008 12:20 am
excuse me to hell
You know what? I feel like life's not being fair to me right now. All I want to do is live a happy life, and am I happy? No, I am not. No, I'm not depressed, but I am feeling tired and frustrated. You know something I just realized recently? All while I'm trying to attract positive things in my life, I'm attracting some horrible shit, too. In this case, it seems like the bad out-weighs the good, and that freakin' sucks. What in freakin' hell am I supposed to do? Seriously. This is crazy. I can't just sit here and wait for something good to happen, but when I get up and try to do something, it's either ineffective or hinders me in some way. Pardon my French, but I'm gettin' tired of this bullshit. I'm gettin' tired of writing about this bullshit, too.

I don't know what I'm gonna do. What the fuck does going with the flow mean? I'm tryin' to be all zen and shit, but it isn't quite working the way I planned. Whatever, I'm not in a good mood right now. And my damn throat still hurts from days ago, but now I'm coughing and damn near choking up my freakin' lungs. This freakin' sucks. :-( I'm gonna go to Paint N Party later this week and paint a damn fairy. Maybe I'll feel better after painting some plaster crafts.

This is booty. I need drugs. Medication, I mean.
13th-Aug-2008 06:57 am (UTC)
in my experience, trying to go with the flow gets me in trouble. with drugs, and not the medication kind. i hope you can get meds if they help, they are wonderful for me...
16th-Aug-2008 03:31 am (UTC)
Now isn't that a bitch? It's interesting to know that I'm not the only one who has problems with "going with the flow."
13th-Aug-2008 02:53 pm (UTC)

When I'm sick everything else is affected, too. I hope that things will improve as your cough gets better...
16th-Aug-2008 03:31 am (UTC)
Thankies. :-)
13th-Aug-2008 11:25 pm (UTC)
I feel like that so much. It's rough. *hugs*
16th-Aug-2008 03:32 am (UTC)
*hugs back*
26th-Aug-2008 07:32 am (UTC)
Thank you!
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