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Living From Within
A Letter 
14th-May-2008 02:29 pm
Dear Universe,

A friend and I were talking last night and we concluded that we don't like the way our lives are going. I know what got me off track, but how do I fix it? Well, I guess I shouldn't ask how to fix it but can I get help with fixing it. I really do need help. I don't mean the kind of help where people tell me what they think I should do and I don't want that negative "encouragement," either. No one knows my situation well enough to judge me and tell me what he/she thinks is best.
Get a job and all your problems will be solved...
Go back to school and all your problems will be solved...
Move out and all your problems will be solved...

Guess what? That's not the point. If I get a job, go back to school, and move out, I'm still gonna be in a rut. Why? 'Cause everything that I once knew is now different. Here's the plan though...I've made a list of short-term goals for the month. I will continue to make and accomplish these short-term goals, and soon I will progress to bigger goals. I guess that I'm asking for you to allow me to go through this process with flying colors. I don't want any interruptions, setbacks, detours, or anything of the sort. This doesn't mean that I expect things to go perfectly, but I'm tired of failing and having to start over. I want to continually progress. Now I'm willing to do the work, are you willing to help me and not try to break me this time?

Little ol' me
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16th-May-2008 12:37 am (UTC)
Thanks :-)

I'm sure that if our minds weren't so...scarred, then we'd be able to think productively without worrying and getting sick all the damn time. It just sucks when the "professionals" can't even help.
16th-May-2008 12:40 am (UTC)
rock on u will make it x
18th-May-2008 05:20 pm (UTC)
Thanks :-)
You've always been very supportive♥
19th-May-2008 03:00 am (UTC)
it's really you who have been supportive of me!! you know you can do anything you set your mind to.
19th-May-2008 01:44 am (UTC)
You go girl. Take it one day at a time and try to complete your goals. Getting a job, going back to school, or moving out is easy to tell someone that but if your mind isn't in the right frame then it won't help. I tell my daughter you need to do this and things will be better but she has to wait until she is ready to do it and then when she does she sees what I am talking about but before she is ready she is like you don't know what I am going through. I don't either so I all I can do is pray for her and let her go at her own pace. I will pray for you and wish you the best. Take it slow and if you fail just keep trying. Failing sucks but sometimes you learn from your failures. There is no shame in failing as long as you keep trying. You sound like a bright young girl. I know you will make it. ONe of these times you will finish a goal and another and another. Good luck.
25th-May-2008 09:20 pm (UTC)
Thanks a lot! :-D
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