I feel as if I'm going to experience another horrible panic attack. Actually, it doesn't seem like a panic attack, it seems more like temporary insanity. Hmmm...I used to get panic attacks all the time, but the one I've experienced recently seems different...weird...scary...I referred to myself as "we," I continued to talk to Charlie (who is a fictional character who doesn't exist), and I kept shaking, convulsing, and drooling...it was weird. I kept on repeating things over and over, I don't remember what I was saying, though. Damnit! I don't need to go through that again.