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Yep, I Did 
27th-Apr-2006 11:14 am
Water angel
Well, I am withdrawing from school. I couldn't take it anymore after that horrible panic attack I had a few weeks ago. I felt like I wasn't experiencing reality anymore until that one day when I got really anxious and cut myself. That was so pleasant. After bleeding for a while I felt "real" again. The "real" feeling only lasted for a few days so I got anxious again and started cutting myself quite a few times, but it didn't seem to work. Yep, I was a wreck. Now I feel rather apathetic.
This past Monday I was supposed to see my therapist for the last time, but I got on the wrong bus and never made it. She called me twice since then wanting to make another appointment. Honestly, I am tired of going to therapy. It doesn't seem to help. They just continue to tell me things that I don't want to hear. Today is my last chance to talk to my therapist, but I doubt that I will see her. I really just don't care right now. And plus, I have to find a new one. Well, I guess I better finish my withdrawal process.
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28th-Apr-2006 02:56 am (UTC)
Bitchin' about a new therapist will be great! lol

Oh, I'm 18.
27th-Apr-2006 11:17 pm (UTC)
that is good i think. i have been taking some time off university too, to get my life back on track. i think it is way more important. education can wait.
28th-Apr-2006 02:59 am (UTC)
That's how I feel. I cannot succeed in a university with bad mental health. I will go back though, but only when I'm ready.
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