I don't feel that my life is going down hill, but quite frankly, I feel it isn't really going anywhere. I guess I don't know what to do. Sitting here and waiting for things to happen is something that I just cannot do. Yes, I have things to do in the meantime, but that's not enough. I guess I'm just anxious for things to go a certain way, and since they have yet to do so, I feel a bit discouraged. I know I must sound quite vague right now, but I rather not go into details at the moment.
Yeah, I don't know what to do. A lack of energy and motivation aren't the problem - my mind's cluttered with so many differing thoughts and ideas, and it's difficult to sort through them all. I guess that's why I felt the need to discontinue reading for a while - I can't take anymore information. I will take a shower and relax a bit... I've got a lot of mental-cleaning to do.