Stephanie (wondrous2) wrote,

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Blah, blah, blah...

I applied for two jobs yesterday. I don't know how I really feel about those jobs, but I applied for them anyway. I'm trying not to be too picky, but I really want something that I'll like. I guess today I'll continue applying...bleh.

I've been so tired lately. I'm tired of everything really. Of course I could use more sleep, but still. Things would be a lot easier if people weren't such assholes. My retarded-ass parents want me to get a job sooo badly just so that I could take care of some of their financial responsibilities. Like I don't have my own shit to take off... My mom said that we may have to move in with her mother since she can't pay all her bills. Now, if that bitch would learn how to manage her money correctly, then she wouldn't be in this situation. I won't even begin to explain how careless this woman is. Also, random people are getting on my nerves, too. Random guys, actually. I wish they would accept the fact that I don't want to do anything with them. I tell them that, but they don't get it. They insist on trying to get with me. Hell, sometimes I tell them that I'm severely mentally ill just so they'll leave me alone, but it doesn't work XD. Saying that I'm gay doesn't work either, lol. And I'm tired of some of my friends, too...

My friends suck. Not all of them (and not any of you guys :P), but the ones who are supposed to be my good friends. At one point, I thought I was expecting too much from them, but I'm not- they just suck. I can understand if they don't want to deal with me when I'm having a severe bout of mental illness, but when they act as if my illness doesn't affect my life at all...what the fuck is that?! They'll act as if I've never been sick and that I'm just making up poor excuses for my "failures." A few days ago, one of these "good friends" upset me quite a bit in relation to this. She is rather judgmental, but I think that she uses that in order to make herself feel better. She didn't have to use me in order to make herself feel better though! I'm not really mad at her... I do feel that what she did was a bit inconsiderate and juvenile, but I wouldn't hold that against her knowing that she's struggling with some things, too. I mean, she can't be a good friend of mine if she continues do shit like that, but I'm gonna excuse her ignorance for now since I don't want to devote any energy to dealing with that.

I really need to attract more positive shit, lol. I got a letter from the IRS about my taxes today. I'm not in trouble or anything, I just don't want to deal with it. I guess today I'll read a book and do some chores. Oh, and I'll probably take a nap, too. Well, I have a dentist appointment tomorrow, so I guess I have something to exciting!/sarcasm
Tags: apathy, family, friends, job, life, rant
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