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Wondrous Beauty
Living From Within
Turning Point 
26th-May-2007 08:01 pm
Greens Goddess
I am in transition...

My life is changing and so is my mood. Awesome! :D Depression sucks ass, and it did more than slow me down...it was stopping me, actually. Anyway, I'm doing fairly well :). There are times when I feel that my life isn't going anywhere, but I try to do something about it.

Still, I'm jobless. I'm just waiting for a response from this bank I applied to and I'm on the look-out for other jobs as well. I really enjoyed my, what...four months off, but yeah...I now have less than $300 to my name XD. Oh, and I plan to spend a little more than half of it to buy a permanent account :x. Yeah, I love me some LJ Also, it was fun to have the house to myself while my sisters were at school and my mom at work *reminiscent sigh*, but summer break is pretty much here for my sisters. Now, I'm like, "NOOO!!! I want to be alone!!!" lol It'd be nice to earn some money again, but this time, I wanna earn money by doing something that I'm comfortable with, not to mention something that's challenging. No more fuckin' retail or fast food, please! lol

Well, since I have all this free time I've been reading a lot. I was on the internet, like, all day and everyday for a while, but now, I'm not on the net so much. I'm getting bored with it and since my sisters are home a lot now I have to share the computer with them. I need to get my laptop fixed ASAP, lol. Being in the house all the damn time sucks, so I plan to go out and do stuff. The outdoor track up the street is under construction, or some shit, so I can't go jogging :(. I should start doing yoga again, and hell, I miss dancing, like, taking dance classes and performing and stuff. I still have the library and my other reading spots though. Yeah, I'm a nerd XD. It'd be lovely to leave this house...permanently!!! LOL! My home-situation is a lot better and everything, but still...to hell with this place! I need my independence, damnit! And besides, what the hell do I look like living around my abusers? I don't want these people to remain in my life this intimately anymore; they're not good for me while I'm still sick.

Fuck! I have a bit of a head-cold and my head has started to hurt :(. I need to lay in bed and read until I fall asleep. Oh, this sucks *rubs head*! At least I'm not totally sick :P. Anyway, I'm trying to remain in a positive mood. I'm figuring out what I want and focusing on it. I just need to get through this crap.
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27th-May-2007 03:33 am (UTC)
I'm gonna try to start writing more...
27th-May-2007 11:40 am (UTC) - Yeah...
My account is down to $300. And I'm about to take it out to pay rent here at the end of the week.

Maybe summer and having your sisters home will give you some motivation to get out of the house! Go out there and get a job and get some mulla for stuff.

Love you :)
~*April
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