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19th-Feb-2007 06:01 pm
Unwritten song
I just found out why none of my fuckin' entries from my other journal weren't showing up in my friends' friend pages. I'm pretty pissed about that, but I did fix it. Shit.

Anyway, I thought about taking some time off after I quit my job, but I've changed my mind. I was going to study PTSD (post-traumatic stress disorder, unfortunately I have this...sometimes I cry when I try to talk about it, so I don't bring it up much :/) and figure out some of my future plans. Hell no, this shit could lead to ruminating about depressing thoughts and I definitely don't need that shit. I was depressed for two fuckin' years...there's no way in hell I'm trying to go back to that shit. Anyway, I am gonna study a bit and do some job-hunting. Hm, I need a to-do list...

-Create a resume.
-Do my fuckin' taxes.
-Um, hell, I don't have shit else to do really :/.

Eh, I'll figure somethin' out.
20th-Feb-2007 11:51 am (UTC) - Hey :D
How did you get it fixed?

yeah... it might be good to just get past it. I think the only good that can come from studying a disorder is when you are trying to figure out how to get around it.

When you first figure out the why and what's about a disorder, it can be comforting to know where it came from, for a time. But after you already know all that, it can't really contribute to the good.

I'd say, just focus on moving forward through all of it. And you'll have people along the way to help you out. ;)

20th-Feb-2007 01:54 pm (UTC) - Re: Hey :D
You know how I have those two entries that are always on top? Well, to do that I had to give them a date in the future like in the year 2035 or something. After you do that and try to post something with the correct date (which is in the past compared to those future-dated entries) then LJ would stop you and tell you something like "The date is out of order, click here if it's out of order," and my silly butt keep clicking it after each entry when in fact, that isn't necessary.
21st-Feb-2007 01:42 am (UTC)
really? you found out why? I am so glad that i said something. I was wondering...
21st-Feb-2007 11:54 am (UTC)
hey steph, i didn't know you had ptsd, that sucks!! now might not be the right time but you are definitely a strong enough person to be able to work through it one day. xoxox
28th-Feb-2007 02:19 pm (UTC)
i think this is your only journal that i get updates on my friends page from
1st-Mar-2007 01:42 am (UTC)
Hehe... You friended my unwritten_song2 journal on your microsleep journal, but not on anacolutha.
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