?

Log in

No account? Create an account
Wondrous Beauty
Living From Within
EMDR is Kicking My Ass! 
27th-Jan-2010 10:36 am
EA suffering
Seriously... it's kicking my ass and winning.

EMDR sessions are typically 90mins. long, but my therapist breaks them into two 45min-sessions. At the moment I'm only seeing her once a week, which will soon change to twice a week 'cause I can't handle breaking these sessions in half!

I guess that it generally takes 90mins. for a treatment of EMDR to help the brain process a traumatic memory. So, when I stop in the middle of a session and don't continue until a week later, then guess how that week will go... shitty as hell! I keep randomly crying and having terrible dreams - it's horrible!

I'm taking a break from this shit! Dr. Young and I will have regular talk-sessions for a while. I'm not ready to go through this crap for a third time yet. Geez, this sucks! And it doesn't help that my fuckin' father is stalking me at the moment. The bastard is relentless. He constantly calls my cell phone, the house phone, and he comes over looking for me. Can't you take a hint, you stupid fucker! I don't want to talk to you!!! Do I need to scream at you again? Geez!

*takes deep breath* Anyway, I'm not gonna give up on EMDR - I just need a break. It's pretty damn intense. :-(
Comments 
27th-Jan-2010 04:48 pm (UTC)
I'm sorry the therapy is hard atm, but I hope it'll get better when you have the full 90 mins. *hugs*
27th-Jan-2010 04:59 pm (UTC)
Thanks :-)
I hope so too.
27th-Jan-2010 04:51 pm (UTC)
I hope things get better for you. :( *hugs*
27th-Jan-2010 05:00 pm (UTC)
Thanks :-)
*hugs back*
(Deleted comment)
28th-Jan-2010 12:18 am (UTC)
*hugs* Thanks :-)
28th-Jan-2010 01:55 am (UTC)
oh my, I hope things get better, how is the therapist treating you? if its not respectful or something off about her/him maybe it is not the right person for you.
29th-Jan-2010 02:32 am (UTC)
i hope he fucks off soon xoxox
1st-Feb-2010 09:12 am (UTC) - Lo siento mucho
Amiga mucho animo, espero puedas sanar y te felicito, veo que eres muy valiente.
abrazo
This page was loaded Oct 21st 2017, 10:15 am GMT.